sentiments101

i have no idea why some relationships have to end. particulary those relationships that involve someone like me. am i always the challenge to some individuals who have no way of knowing his purpose in life? how about me? when will i learn that patience is a virtue and that love sucks. too many times proven. haven't thought of otherwise.
haven't been in a rollercoaster ride but was almost there. never felt that someone loved me all the way up to the moon and back. maybe, just maybe things like that dont happen to extraordinary gals like me. simplicity never rocks.
i just wish that sometimes, i wasn't that extraordinary.