carrot,egg,coffee

how sad can you be if asked for one simple question and you cant even racked your brains for an answer. what is your happy thought?! my happy thought! just one! and i cant think of anything! am i being too much of a pessimist? or is reality really sucking its teeth unto my oh so broken soul? they say that there are 3 ways on how to react to problems in life. you choose among a carrot, an egg or a coffee. i dont know what i am! maybe, im a carrot coz i feel defeated often times or even think that im a failure. perhaps an egg because i hate the world im living in for letting me feel so much pain. i know i dont deserve it. but never have i thought myself to be likened to a coffee. i dont know how to make the world around me beautiful. you;re suppose to do that if you;re a coffee. you're suppose to blend in. make things go your way. be a part of whatever it is that makes your life sucks! if you cant beat them join them theories. something like that. i cant do that. i dont believe in it.so what happy thought can you get from a person who thinks she's a carrot or an egg most of the time?