stupid statement

you'd think by now, after so many stupidity,i'd finally say "i had it! its over! i am not falling in love ever again." or so it goes. but then you know, that's another stupid comment from a supposed stupid person. so i wont. coz i dont want to be called as such.

so what then? how do you handle the halloweens that a broken heart must face after the sun has taken a peek unto your bleak gray skies? you know, the use to be fleeting exciting feeling of being happy just by hearing his laugh? do you get me? oh well never mind if you dont. i dont usually get me either. im a mess most of the time. haven't got the time to fix things up. im so used to being a mess it doesnt matter if i do it all over again. oops wrong idea. it matters. it matters a lot. it matters so much im bound to make a stupid statement. i am not falling in love ever again! but then again, those people who say it usually does. and most probably will get the same ending as i. what can i say? im a full grown cynic.

i never stopped at happy endings. i wait for the heroine to die.