Monday, December 06, 2004

senti lang

im a very lonely person or so i sometimes feel like it. put me amidst millions of people and i know not a single soul would notice a kind like me mingled with the crowd. maybe that's the time i thought its best to be unnoticed for there are thoughts i know no one can understand so i choose silence or pen for that matter. write my heart out as always... still believing or killing my dreams, whatever. it hurts so much to dream. fear and pain paralyzes me. im scared to get hurt. too damn scared to fail again in so many things i once thought i could do, that i can handle. now im just one of those who seem to have given up with no dreams to pursue... as if lost or trapped or simply foolish to have given up just like that because of fear or because of pain. i know that's a part of life. im just getting tired.
this is one roller coaster ride that i cant wait to get off from.

6 Comments:

Blogger mybooo said...

being lonely or happy is a preference, it's something that you wanted to be or not to be.

everyone has his or her own personality and that what makes you stand out of the crowd, pain makes you stonger and gives more confidence after you have handle it well.

you don't worry about hurt it's just a reminder that you are still alive and have a chance to make a difference. reach out to the things you want and after you have satisfied it one way or the other life would be much more fulfilling.

live life one day at a time and try to wake up each morning with a pretty smile welcoming a bright sunshine for everyday will be a better day.

3:12 AM  
Blogger sam said...

sana diba kilala kita? pakilala ka naman. cge na! =) saka pabasa ng blog mo din?

r u somebody i know?

9:15 PM  
Blogger mybooo said...

i think it wud be better this way, basta i'll read your blogs and if i have something to say that i think may help or just give a thought then i will.

ok :D

10:07 PM  
Blogger sam said...

ayus ah! secret friend! hehehe...

nakaka curious!

alam mo ba dahil sau kaya ko nasulat ung wala lang ulet? pero thank you!

10:11 PM  
Blogger mybooo said...

:D glad to be of service and to be a secret friend

10:28 PM  
Blogger Mang Dencio said...

wow secret friend! :D

10:30 PM  

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