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problem: getting attached. falling for someone. focusing on just one "usually not quite right" goal. false hopes. assumptions. obsession (?!). "asa ka pang me chance" na attitude. etc. etc.
solution? im not really sure. but when something so nice stops it hurts. i begin to miss it. what if the words just stops coming into you? what will you say then? what if you end up pretending someone you're not in the hope of getting what you wish for? what if you've got a million things to say and yet the pain stops you from ever uttering those very words that would make it all go away? what if the only solution is totally and completely not believing on certain things anymore? what if?
solution really? maybe, be happy with what you do have? that's it exactly right? no use wanting something that was never yours. no use hoping for someone you cant really have nor dream about him at nightfall because no matter how long the walk is the end is always one and the same. you get nothing. empty.
you see sadness in my eyes? i wont really deny it. the eyes can write the exact words i may not clearly write here. you caught me, friend. i wasn't prepared when you look at me in the eye.
"and how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you...would you tell me how could it be any better than this...."
posted by sam @ 1:42 AM
3 Comments:
everything may stop around you but still life must go on remember that you are still here because of a reason, maybe if you have found out what really is the cause of your stay then you would understand why things are happening this way.
try to find yourself and what you really like but when you do this have an open mind and try not to focus on one object. there are lots of wonderful things in life that could make us happy not just one.
you have friends, everyone does try to shift your attention to them or maybe do some other activities that you are doing before that you were not able to continue or even start a new one, things that make you happy and alive. have a vacation with your family there are lots of places you can go to.
you may think that these are just temporary solutions but this would give you time to think over again that you can make your life turn around. don't loose hope always pray or talk to Him and He will lead you the way.
imagine you are in a tunnel. you see a light glowing from afar. but the light is out of your way. you're desperate to go out of the tunnel. you take the chance the the light you saw is your way out of that tunnel. but, when you reached the source, you realize the light just came from a crack on the tunnel's roof. it definitely is not your escape.
will you lose hope? don't! if you stay where you are, and just pray that the crack would somehow open up so that it would be big enough for you to escape through it, nothing will happen to you. you won't go anywhere there, you'll just be blinded with what's in front of you.
trace your steps back, find your way back to where you started, and from there, carry on with where you're previously going. move on, search for the right escape. don't lose hope, because there's a light in every end of a tunnel. just be patient looking for it. it might just be a few steps away, or in a corner you missed while blinded by the other lights.
that's another way of putting it. =)
galing mr. sungit!
thanks sa comment nyong dalawa. hahahaha at least binabasa nyo blog ko.
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