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if i could, i'd shower the whole world with love if only i had so much, i'd give it all away. but as it is that i have been so down lately, what else can you expect from someone like me but mere wishes, less hope, bitter comments?

i dont know.

if i could, if i may, i'll tell them just how i feel... every fear, every pain, every doubt, every wishes, every longing, every love i ever felt. i would, really, if only i could then i'd stand up in front of them. declare whatever it is i had in mind.

but i can't.

dont ask me why.

i simply can't.

the best i ever did so far was to keep quiet and write. when i try to speak, i hurt. and i know, i feel that i hurt them too in a way. sometimes, its best that they don't know.