happy christmas to me....

i can't be this happy.

im not use to it.

sooner or later i know reality will strike back.

and down the drain will i be...

hmmm... think.

what do i have to do to make this day normal?

like what its supposed to be.

you know, boring, bleak, ordinary

and not what i think it is now....

weird but funny, happiness merely a walk away from here,

a declaration of love from someone least expected,

and the best part of all???

the smile that was meant for ME alone.

ME!!! and no one else....

i had his smile for about a minute or so.

damn, that felt good!