im here

magic words are all i need to bring me back to where i am supposed to be. you know, just ok. a bit happy and ok. not overly ecstatic, just ok.

yup, i got what i want alright and honestly, the sting doesnt hurt that much. in a subtle way i know what he meant though he didnt intend to mean anything at all but that's all right. i got the point.

i've landed. not bad really.

no scratch.

one piece.

im ok.